right.... I'm really really displeased. With all kinds of things but mostly with this.
That is another gain this week of 1.8lbs.
I am also displeased with my current pattern:
Monday -Wednesday... food is good - going to the gym - drinking lots of water - feeling good.
Thursday through Sunday.... the bad eating starts to creep in with the "I've been good, I can eat something bad - its not going to make that big a difference" etc etc etc... and then I find myself eating out, getting poor choices for food - allowing myself to eat things that I shouldn't.
Its not fun to be this mad at myself. I'm so depressed about it that I'm not in the mood to do anything. How is that for counter-productive.
Thursday - dinner out
Friday - Poor breakfast snacks, Fried lunch (bought), Dinner care of Wendy's
Saturday - lunch out, ice cream, dinner out
Sunday - breakfast out
*Sigh* I am really not happy....NOT HAPPY
My brain is spending 90% of its energy trying to think of excuses for the gain - its salt, it that I didn't have a poo this morning, its this, its that, its everything BUT the real reason - that being I AM NOT EVEN TRYING. even though when I type that I tell myself that isn't true.
I guess I am trying, just not consistently.
Great. I just yelled at the Husband. Yeah...how dare he talk to me right now. FUUUUCK....
Anyway. Here is what else I did... Measurements. I've not done them in a long time too.
Total Inches: 331
More later I guess. I need to decide what I'm going to do with myself.