Thank you for stopping by to perv on my blog, as I fight myself to change my old habits and make new ones to get fit. I don't get it right all the time, but I'm still here and I'm still working at it.

Tamzins Double Dog Dare You Ticker!

My homage to the 14lbs that I lost on Allan’s DDDY Challenges. A watering can for the vast oceans of water that I have learned to drink and love every day.

Monday, July 13, 2009

still alive!

holiday was great - I was a lump, but I ate pretty well - lots of fruit and veg.

Other then that I'm hating my life at the moment. I'm holed up in a friends unfinished basement and having to eat all their meals with them... its not great. They are all high fat, high carb dinners. I have yet to had a meal without gravy.

I know.... I can do better for myself, not eat it, cook for myself... but the pressures to join in are huge, and I would feel rude to say I don't want to eat your high fat crap. Life stinks.

I've also moved to a distance that is not walkable. I've started getting off the bus early to walk part ways to the office in the mornings. That has been a good move. The cheap Scottish part of me is mad that I pay for bus fare and then don't use it all the way! LOL But the walk is good, and I don't mind getting ready earlier to go in now.

Lunches are not going well. I'm going to get some groceries tonight to bring here - I'm getting a MASSIVE amount of fruit and I'm going to cut it all up and have that with cottage cheese everyday.

I also have to start getting into the gym again... I have been saying this for ages. but tomorrow... I'm going to go to the gym at lunch hour and start getting in some weights.

Well - thats about all I have time for at the moment.

With no computer at home now, its hard to perv on blogs. I'll have to see what I can get done this weekend and get back into it. I miss you all!!!!!!


VRaz60 said...

Good luck. It certainly can't be easy to try and stay on a plan when outside circumstances make it difficult. Keep trying, and make the best of it. Hopefully, your situation will improve shorty.

Tena said...

We miss you, too, girl! Sorry for all the rough stuff you're going through. I understand about not wanting to be rude to the high-fat-crap eaters. Cottage cheese and fruit is one of my favs.

Hang in there. Things will get better - just keep believing that!

*Fitcetera* said...


You hang in there girlie!

highfatcrapeaters be damned :(

what do you need? tell us.

Jen, a priorfatgirl said...

We miss you too lady! Keep figuring out how to be healthy in the environment your in - life only seems to get crazier. We are all here for ya!